No account payable. No account receivable. For a moment I feel like that. And I ask myself: Is it possible to live without a bill to pay?
With everything and the credit cards loaded with debts? With forgiveness to ask for and others to give? With so much chaos and injustice around you? With so much pain and so much suitcase loaded more in each generation? With crime and lack everywhere? With people who have nothing, and others who don’t know what to do with so much? And the debts with the bank? And the words you haven’t said? And those you said too much? Is it possible to live without an account pending?
To tell you the truth, I don’t know. I have no idea if it is possible to live life without a pending account, although today I feel that way for a moment. Maybe because I have ordered many things in my life, or maybe because I have taken a vacation, maybe because I have worked to get to feel it or maybe because it is the state of mind of any given day. I don’t know. For an instant, like today, I feel I am enjoying a feeling worth sharing.
What is certain, however, is that feeling this way for an instant makes me wish from the bottom of my heart to live my whole life this way. With a certain balance between mind, heart and spirit, with a good balance between what you are and what you wish to become. In a legitimate search for peace in your heart, there is an answer in harmony, moderation, wisdom, prudence, good sense, humility and so much more that can only be found in God. There is no such thing as cold, but absence of heat. There is no darkness, but the absence of light. There is no evil, but the absence of God. No matter how much we seek, He is the only answer.
Today is a day like any other, although it has a special meaning for me: no score to settle.